purple rain falls over me...

a month and a day

purplerainfall — Thu, 25 Nov 2010 09:08:46 +0000

it’s been a month and a day since you left and it feels like eons…all i want is to be with him…i don’t think i can live again without him…and today i’m just so paranoid because of the stupid chest xray…i can’t wait that long…i will die…and i am just so scared of it…all i can think about is being together with him…i feel like a zombie…everyday all i can think about is him…it feels like i am not here anymore i am where he is…it’s like after those 3 weeks i can’t imagine myself without him anymore…i miss him most in the mornings…when i wake up and he’s there beside me…snoring haha…i miss his warm hands…and his eyes…i just cannot wait to be with him again…i love him so much…

day 3

purplerainfall — Mon, 08 Nov 2010 14:06:05 +0000

4 laps done yayyyyyyy but felt really sick because of the stupid antibiotics…

day 2

purplerainfall — Sun, 07 Nov 2010 15:53:15 +0000

yayyyy wasn’t able to do any laps at all but did the 10 minute ab workout which was posted forever on my cabinet…finally i took notice…the plank was excruciating…im looking at the bright side…well trying desperately…

day 1

purplerainfall — Sat, 06 Nov 2010 14:39:50 +0000

i want to start running again… today i finished 3 laps around the block…

goall: 8 laps everyday…

objectives: by thursday will be able to start 8 laps everyday

Sunday: 4 laps

Monday: 5 laps

Tuesday: 6 laps

Wednesday: 7 laps

Thursday: 8 laps

tomorrow

purplerainfall — Fri, 01 Oct 2010 15:12:36 +0000

im gunna meet this guy tomorrow first time i’d ever meet him…i am excited…super excited i can’t sleep…i wonder how everything’s gunna turn out…i hope he likes me…

i just realized

purplerainfall — Tue, 28 Sep 2010 16:25:36 +0000

i know i have just a tiny problem…i just wanted someone to listen…but nobody…i had no one…it is so sad here…and when im not doing anything the feeling of this sadness gets sharper…like a knife in your flesh being pressed harder…i listen to people a lot…a lot of people likes telling me about their problems…but when it’s my turn….i have no one…and it’s so sad…

please don’t let me get derailed

purplerainfall — Sun, 05 Sep 2010 14:35:59 +0000

my train has to go somewhere

has to get there

let there be no stopping it

please

“I cannot be contained in hallowed places. Heaven and earth cannot hold Me. But I am contained by true hearts. If you seek Me, search in those hearts.”

purplerainfall — Mon, 30 Aug 2010 08:13:02 +0000

nabasa ko lang……….

nobody gets me

purplerainfall — Tue, 24 Aug 2010 15:11:16 +0000

hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

kelan kaya ako masstress?

purplerainfall — Wed, 14 Jul 2010 14:21:13 +0000

oo…gusto kong mastress…naiinggit ako sa mga taong stressed out sa work…alam mo yung working for a living? grabe…gusto ko rin ng ganun…yung walang time para magfacebook…yung walang time para sa mga walang kwentang bagay…puro work lang…gusto ko maging ganun…tapos pag may sweldo na…gimik time na…o kaya shopping…gusto ko na magkawork…please please please