within are my poems, my thoughts, my dreams, a few life events here and there, music i like listening to, movies i saw…definitely a lot of some of me in here…

it’s been a month and a day since you left and it feels like eons…all i want is to be with him…i don’t think i can live again without him…and today i’m just so paranoid because of the stupid chest xray…i can’t wait that long…i will die…and i am just so scared of it…all i can think about is being together with him…i feel like a zombie…everyday all i can think about is him…it feels like i am not here anymore i am where he is…it’s like after those 3 weeks i can’t imagine myself without him anymore…i miss him most in the mornings…when i wake up and he’s there beside me…snoring haha…i miss his warm hands…and his eyes…i just cannot wait to be with him again…i love him so much…