within are my poems, my thoughts, my dreams, a few life events here and there, music i like listening to, movies i saw…definitely a lot of some of me in here…

it’s been a month and a day since you left and it feels like eons…all i want is to be with him…i don’t think i can live again without him…and today i’m just so paranoid because of the stupid chest xray…i can’t wait that long…i will die…and i am just so scared of it…all i can think about is being together with him…i feel like a zombie…everyday all i can think about is him…it feels like i am not here anymore i am where he is…it’s like after those 3 weeks i can’t imagine myself without him anymore…i miss him most in the mornings…when i wake up and he’s there beside me…snoring haha…i miss his warm hands…and his eyes…i just cannot wait to be with him again…i love him so much…

im gunna meet this guy tomorrow first time i’d ever meet him…i am excited…super excited i can’t sleep…i wonder how everything’s gunna turn out…i hope he likes me…

my train has to go somewhere

has to get there

let there be no stopping it

please

hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy